Sometimes it will be self-indulgent, because is that a huge aspect of blogging and bloggers and blogs. Often it will be trivial, like good food, and clothes I like, and funny videos of puppies. And on occasion I might actually stumble on a question or train of thought or idea that actually makes sense. Or maybe I'm just saying that to the empty room, so I feel obligated to put something out there, like I'd like to (anonymously) admit to just placing an order from Land's End. Even though one of my favorite real blogs just discovered it too!
- A Cup of Jo: Land's End Canvas
Also, New York is weird. Well, specifically Brooklyn----- okay Bed-Stuy. This very elegant woman at my local coffee shop looked me up and down and I was convinced she was staring at my failed first use of goody spin pins or the fact that I had gotten my jeans hemmed with the cuff last fall and they had botched it and I had promised (sworn!) to myself that these were jeans that I only would ever wear with boots, and then after a minute I decided that she was probably just creeped out by me dissecting her outfit for later reference, so I played spacey and nonchalant and thought I was in the clear. And then she looked me directly in the eye and asked me "Would you ever buy shoes from Payless?" I haven't ever, but I would if they were cute and cheap was my answer, mostly because I get caught off guard very easily. Lame, I know, but we had a silly little conversation about no one ever knowing. And then I replayed the conversation in my head, maybe three times too many. And now I'm wondering, how is buying Payless shoes something that I even worry about? Right now I'm mostly worried about going to the NYC DMV for the first time, and hoping that the insurance claim for my purse and almost everything valuable I own actually goes through, why I can't stand 95% of the people I allow to pass as friends in my life (hopefully not nearly as whiny as it sounds- up next!), how to not fuck up an amazing relationship with the love of my life while figuring out my life, and what should have been on the top of my list oh, about three years ago, figuring out my life. Also, how to make use of my education in some way. And yes, that means hopefully doing something beside bartending sometime soon.
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